Sunday, 4 July 2010

alone for 2 weeks [7th rant]

heya guys im sorry i havent posted in a while i was banned from the laptop because of cyber bullying on facebook so my dad wanted to take it to the police.

but they still didnt do anything even tho there was evidence that they wanted to stab and hurt me but now its just getting worse because Kodii is leaveing for ipswich for two weeks and im bored and loney with onoy her top and her favouit perfume.

i went to tumbridge wells today with tyler and liam some close freinds o mine to go do some parkour (free running\running and clear obsticals on roofs ect ect)

but other than tht ive been bored and loney and i dont know how long i can take it so yeah ive been upset agitated and more and tbh doing more reckless things because it gives me a boost like Kodii does when i see her

i love her sooo much my words anrt even the tip of the ice berge they are like a ice cube the size ofmy nail compared to how i feel about soo im sorry lady's but this guys taken and well never going to be free again because i just care for Koddi too much and would never let anything hurt her

it would have to go through me first.
right now im talking to her on msn but it doesnt give the same effect but its better than nothingg XD but i miss her and tbh ive been smoking more.

when i got home the day she left my nanturned around and asked me how Koddi was then i broke down in tears and left because i knew she was teasing me ive alays been the black sheep the dissapointment and now they are useing this weakness agaist me :/

wheni look up at the sky i see her face and it just makes me worse, but moving on from me being depressed lol

so yeah er i dont know what else to say reli not much has happened resently so yeah talk soon

love ya
but gotta leave ya
xxxx

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